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Thursday, September 29, 20113:37 AM



i think i'm getting really sensitive towards death.
it kinda turn into the soft spot of mine.
I do not want anyone to leave like how she did again.
It's so cruel.
The thought of anyone dying is simply freaking me out.
Though i'm kind of immune to the feelings i had, but i still can't accept it.
Tears are free, i have unlimited supply of them, but i do not want to use them.
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Wednesday, September 14, 20111:17 AM
okay i'm bored. so yeah, i'm gonna come out with a list of things/places i wanna go or do with my special someone.Or show Luo! \m/

1)Zoo
2)Underwater World
3)Universal studio
4)Henderson Walk to Henderson wave
5)Botanical Garden
6)Singapore Flyer
7)Punggol Park
8)Sentosa
9)Marina barrage
10)Marina Bay sands
11)Pulau Ubin
12)Bird park
13)wild wild wet and escape theme park
14)Phuket or anywhere out of singapore!
15)No more , SINGAPORE IS BORING!

And here is a list of things to do with him
1)tanning
2)prawning
3) go for massage with him
4)go drinking with him , just the both of us.
5)go high tea with him
6)good dinner with him
7)cable car ride
8)cycling /rollerblading
9)fly kite
10)ice skating
11)go clubbing with him (hit every single clubs)
12)boat trip on singapore river!
13)sheesha with him! hahahaha
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Tuesday, September 13, 201111:37 PM
OKAY THIS BLOG POST IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO BRENSON KOH!
i felt really sorry for not wishing him happy birthday on 5th september and i only realise it was his birthday until today when @thomasup talked about it.
I'm really so sorry brother!

I hope you had a great day on your birthday with your beloved!
i've known you for around 2 years?
is it? oh man i can't really remember.
But yeah, the first time we met was in starbucks! at great world city! i think? oh my god, i really can't remember. forgive me k brother? i really have a bad memory!
can't believe time passes so quickly!
it amazing that both of us became like siblings because of our names!
Brenson & Brenda ! hahahaha
its really cool though.
You've been really a good brother as well as a good friend !
why do i say so? hahahah even though we don't meet all the time, you actually bothered to call me , or we will randomly video call each other just to talk about anything! i really missed those times that we would talk to each other on msn and talk rubbish! hahahaha and you also bothered to plan meet ups with me ! and thats really sweet!
I really hope this bond between us will last forever and ever!
once again i'm really sorry okay?
But yeah.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRENSON GOR GOR! <3


and both of us still do not have a individual picture together yet! this is ridiculous! THE NEXT MEETUP K!
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[HQ] 羅志祥-一萬零一夜【MV】
Monday, September 12, 20119:55 PM
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9:51 PM








Here are some pictures from the phuket trip. The rest are all up on FB! hahaha but i think you must be friends with my auntie all then you will be able to see . so yeah.

Its nice to be around with your family members.
Never a bad thing .
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羅志祥-美麗的誤會【MV】
9:11 PM
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Phuket with family
Saturday, September 10, 20112:27 AM
Alright I just came back from
Phuket not too long ago . It was fun I guess ? But there's still emptiness .
I think I will just post the pictures up in the next post . Probably on monday or something .
Okay time to sleep . Goodnight .
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Stem / Kuki / 茎 - Shiina Ringo / 椎名 林檎 (cover)
Wednesday, August 31, 201110:17 AM
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Defying Gravity (Stephen Schwarts Cover) - Inch Chua featuring, IanMan.
10:13 AM

Oh yeah , have i not mention about this youtube singer that i recently fall in love with?
She's really good! Alright, i personally feel this is not the best video. i will post another after this.Alright , i've decided to blog cause i'm done in retweeting on twitter and i have nothing else to do.
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9:22 AM

Why there are so many problems for us to handle in life?
Why can't everything just stay the same forever.
Why are we created in the way that we have to solve every single problem we have in order to let us feel better.

Actually i did tell myself to cut posting emo stuff anymore, but i can't help it.
There is just too much to complain and be sad about.
Oh well, my goal in life has always been to stay happy in life no matter what kind of shit happens.
I think i did that pretty well, cause there's is hardly people asking me , 'hey brenda, are you seriously okay?'.
But what to do, even if they ask, my answer is still gonna be 'yeah, i'm fine.'
the image that i've been portraying is way too difficult to be changed.
So yeah, suck it up and live the life.

Changes, changes , its hard to implement you in life.
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Saturday, August 27, 20113:19 AM
I think it's too late for me to do anything.
honestly, i have never felt so upset over friendship ever.
i totally overlooked, and i can't believe i did not understand the cause of what we've become.
Now i do.
i realize how much i am taking you for granted, and how much i have lost.
I did not understand how important it was just to reply texts, or even to continue a simple conversation.
i felt like the worst friend that could have ever existed.
I should have been there for you, but whenever you need me, i was simply out of sight.How stupid can i get?
i have no idea, how important you were to me.
I thought forever could explain how important you were in my life.
But i guess, I've let you down, not once.
Why am i so dumb to only realize it until now?

why do i only understand how important that person was until i lost the person.
i regretted, i selfishly thought that you would be there for me forever, but i guess I'm not even worth to be treated like that.

i'm still gonna try hard enough. Cause i know you're worth my effort.
Even by the end of the day, things are not gonna return the same , i just want you to be happy, with or without me. Cause i really care and i really treasure this friendship.

i'm sorry to have failed you so deeply.

There's nothing i can do anymore?i really don't know how to salvage this. i'm just gonna keep trying. Do i even deserve a chance?

questioning myself so hard, i think i'm not worth to be treated well by you anymore.
i do not want to scar it even deeper .

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