would you come back to life?
i really cannot handle everything that is happening to me.
I lost control over everything and i have no idea how to salvage it anymore.

i don't want to be bothered by him anymore. Why can't he see the point in everything. I have totally lost respect over him.
Look at my messages that he send me.
Everything is money money and money again.

Why don't he feel ashamed of doing all this to me?
I totally do not want to entertain him.
Call me cold blooded or what.
i do not mind giving money to him. But at least he should have some self control .
God knows what is he spending on? Woman is the only one thing i can think of?

All my life, i've given him too many chances.
Every single time i thought i see hope. But FUCK , it happens again and again.
Why can't you do your part as a elderly.
why can't you just control your own spending when you have so much income every month.

Who can i look for now?
Who can teach me what can i do?
who can i tell?


ARRRR FUCK LIFE!



p.s : why the picture like that? cause that's my life now.